Deep down, there’s a sadness that couldn’t be consoled.
Even when things are going fine, even when the waves are calm, despite the absence of storm, my ship is still sinking.
That’s how I drown in sadness.
I thought I was strong to handle the waves. I was wrong.
Sometimes this world breaks me too much. I no longer want to swim.
I want to sink and drown.
Sorry, Dory. I can’t just keep swimming. Time to let me go.
See you soon, happy Alya… Till then, don’t forget to be there for yourself.